Honestly getting into the swing of things has been one of the worst things ever. I’m passionate about what I want to be doing, but actually taking the time and looking up how to do things is just dull to me, I have no motivation to do anything anymore and I mean ANYTHING.
This far I’ve created some forms of art but I haven’t researched what kind of art they are or whatever I just kind of sat down and created them because I’m a loser. I’ve basically failed in every aspect of this project ever so there’s that. The things frustrating me is that I don’t like to be told how to do things when it comes to creating art, I know it’s important, but everything about getting online to try to find all of this junk, searching through junk is just getting so annoying.
My plan this next week is to fight through the pain of hating to research and just getting it done because after I get that done it’ll be an downhill battle and I’ll just be able to create. I will be the one that keeps myself going, maybe I’ll set an alarm or something to remind me when I need to do things pertaining to the project.